Chapter I

In a new chapter of life. 

New place, new friends, new life. 

Embracing all!

times...

There are times that I complains, there are times that I appreciates...
There are times that I am quiet, there are times that I am noisy...
There are times that I will do nothing, there are times that I will fight back...
There are times that I am good, there are times that I am evil...
There are times that I........, there are times that I...........

习惯

不要把一切当做理所当然，

不要把一切当做一个习惯，

因为最后，

当你的理所当然， 不在是理所当然时，

当你的习惯必须戒掉时，

这一切的理所当然和一个习惯，

会令你受伤。

happiness pill

So what if...

Anything, just tell me straight in my face...IF I say I CAN take it, it DOES NOT mean that I can take it...
I might lose control sometimes, I might breakdown sometimes...

But,
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I can just quit???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that everything had never happen before???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I can continue to act don't know???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that the whole world would stop for me???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that you won't tell me???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that everyone would pretends that nothing ever happen??? 
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not need to change???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not needs to know???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I should hear it from others???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I should be the last to know???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that it will be better for me to don't know the truth???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not deserve to take the truth from you???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I deserve to be lied to???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not need to take it???

SO "So what if I can't take it???"All those will never happen; I will still have to take it...IF you slap everything into my face, I might lose control, I might breakdown...But I will feel respected, I will feel appreciated...
Now I only feel hate...I hate you for never having the courage to talk to me...I hate you for entering my life...I hate you for making my cry...I hate you for making me hate my life...I hate you..................
So just slap everything into my face... ... into my face... ...

did i do it right

Got a new toy yesterday, at the 2011 June IT fair... I really LOVE it a lot, but i wasn't sure is it a good decision... Till now I am still trying to convince myself that i did the right thing... So i am gonna make full use of it everyday!!!

now

When I finally get use to everything, everything started to change again...
People, job scope, environment, etc... Thus, I had to learn and remember new things in a short period of time, due to June holiday coming. Just hope that everything could go well, and it will soon end... As i had been given the idea that June Holiday will be a super busy period, therefore, i super looking forward to it's ending...

weekly log 7

What have I learnt:

1. 垃圾鸟 eats lizard. 

    1st: They catch the lizard alive. 

    2nd: They keep aiming at the lizard throat to kill it.

    3rd: They kept slamming the lizard on the floor to kill it.

    4th: They eat the lizard after they killed it. 

    5th: They WON'T share their lizard.

2.Squirrel can hang themselves up-side down for a long time for the sake of eating nuts.

3.Fog do know their limit.

I feel like I am in a nature class... but i can't type those in my weekly log... its just not link....

me no like

Had been busy...

IF I have a scale, which side would weighs more...

Like, Dislike

Love, Hate

Good, Bad

Happy, Sad

Joy, anger

Praise, Curse

Real, Fake

Dry, Wet

Early, Late

Long, Short

Enjoyable, Unenjoyable

Heaven, Hell

Its just so complicated, but i do know which weighs more now...